I have 20 minutes...

So, I have 20 minutes until I get to go home for the day. I was checking my friends blogs, and decided, what the hell... I have a myspace and facebook that no one else looks at, might as well put a blog up too.

I think I tried one of these a while ago, but when I looked at my old blogs on there, they were all about me and my past life, and I decided a fresh start was appropriate. A fresh start...yeah, I've had plenty of those in recent days.

So here it is, the debut of the blog of Jen. My life's some what of a mess still, but it's my mess, my own mess, and I'm happy about that at least.

Life's a whirlwind anymore. I've learned so much about both myself and others over this last year. But I've met some fantastic people along my way, and am learning more and more to fall in love with me again. Which is the person I needed to love more than anyone else.

Today it started out as a rainy day. I love rainy days. There is something cozy and comfy about those gray days. Like the sky is a big blanket or something. It made me want to stay at home with my little doggie, under my big quilt and grab a good book or something. But alas, that mortgage begs to be paid every months, so go to work I must. :(

Work is a challenge lately. They are stretching us in everyway possible here, but me and my foolishly optimistic ways stick it out, hoping it will get better soon. And really I just stay for the fabulous vacation time they offer me. Working a job just so I don't have to be here as often? Yes, that's how I roll.

I'm soon headed to upstate NY for a vacation to meet the new boyfriend's family. Yikes, how did this happen? How did I go from just having a good time to flying across the country to meet his family? I don't know. I'm excited yes, a vacation to place I've never been, that is supposed to have excellent pizza, but then it also will be a week full of first introductions. I am such a shy girl sometimes, I hope I can overcome that and be charming and witty...I'll do my best!

Ok, just 10 more minutes...the last hour is the longest hour of the day. And heaven forbid I should actually do some real work...

All for now.